Monday, September 20, 2010

Seeing clearly

It's been a pretty intense first few weeks of school. I guess I should officially announce since most people are realizing and asking about it. Yes people, it's true. I dropped out of the nursing program. Why you ask? Family circumstances. You don't need to know the details. The director knows why and I know why. That's all that's important. So please, feel free to talk about me, speculate amongst yourselves and spread rumors, or add to the ones that are currently circulating. I can't help but laugh at the ideas people seem to have. Anyway, I'm still at good ole CEU just working on some final classes for my associates degree and taking it easy while I try to slow my life down a little bit. Sadly, drama has permeated my life once again. But you know what, I'm thankful for the experience. I've learned more about myself and the people around me than I even thought was there. Relationships have been strengthened for the better and others have been cut completely. In some ways, it's sad that things turned out the way they did, but for the most part, I have come to see what I will and will not tolerate in a friendship. Now I feel so free, so relieved and grateful for the people in my life who are true to me no matter what. Also, I have gained such a stronger love for my family. I'm so glad for an older brother who is not only my sibling, but one of my best friends.

On a side note, I chopped my hair super short about two weeks ago and I LOVE IT! Who knew after having long hair for so long...